You didn’t mean it when you said that you’d try

To stay away from the things that you had to hide

You didn’t mean it when you said that your vice was external

You’re walking in circles

Do you feel anything when you hide behind yourself

Or did you even know you did that and it affected someone else

Do you tell anyone, that you can’t sleep at night?

Or is there no one to confide in when it’s in your bloodline

It’s not the same this time, you said it but I know it’s just a lie

I hope it was enough to be dishonest with

The people you took comfort in

It’s not the same this time, you said it but I know it’s just a lie

I hope it was enough to be the way you are

When everything’s falling apart

Do you feel anything? Do you feel anything

Do you feel anything; does it come to mind

When you lay in bed and try to sleep at night

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